Confessions
Is it hard to confess something we've done wrong? Is it hard to look someone in the face and say, "I was wrong?" Is seeking and acknowledging the unbiased, unprejudiced truth too difficult to bear?I used to be like this when I was younger. I just couldn't accept the truth that I was WRONG and confessing it was even harder. We sometimes shift our blame to some other person or thing instead of "owning-up" to the charge. I remember how God chastised me one time during a moment of seeking His face...I told him that I was sorry for drinking one weekend and that my friends made me do it...they bought the beer and they offered it to me many times before I finally gave in to it. God gave me a humbling revelation..."Did they tie you down in a chair, hold your head back and stick a funnel down your throat and poor beer in it?" I said no. He said, "Then THEY aren't to blame, YOU are!"
GOD reminded me of a time when a friend and I were wrestling in a rented home and we broke a window. His first response was to call the landlord and tell him what we've done...my first response was to quickly go buy another glass and replace it before the landlord finds out. I was very reluctant for my friend to call him, but he did anyway. The landlord said, "Because you have called me and told me the truth about what you've done, I'm going to buy a new glass and have it put in first thing in the morning at no charge to you." I was mesmerized by how easy that was and how clean we felt for doing it.
I was started on a journey to just how important it is to "come clean" and be truthful no matter what the consequences my be. It's better be truthful and face the consequence rather than to lie/avoid telling the truth, having to face far worst consequences.
This blog is saying, "Confess your sins to one another, and above all, get real and truthful to God." He already knows what you did anyway! Confession brings a clean slate and it is a wonderful feeling of knowing you are clean and squared-away with Father God. He who is righteous and just will forgive us our sins.
Now...you're wondering about the picture at the begginning of this blog. It is a truth that most white folks don't like to bear. We've established ourselves as the true race for the US of A and everyone should be inferior to us. We've enslaved blacks, chinese, mexicans, and etc. We established ourselves and the rightful owner of the great land and will defend it at all cost against any terrorist who come against it. We will defeat anyone who tries to come and terrorize our great land and it's people. But, aren't the Indians the rightful owners? Did the white man come and terrorize them? Did we come and occupy a land that belonged to someone else? The answer...yes we did. Oooohhh, I bet that hurt. We were once the same ones we are fighting against now! OUCH! Well, the truth doesn't always feel good, but it's still the truth.
Much luv,
SG

6 Comments:
True. The blog doesn't say God doesn't forgive our sins, it says we are guilty of abusing our new found freedom from oppression for other countries. We (no doubt) were led by God to this new land where we can freely worship Him. But just as Moses led the oppressed from Egypt's bondage in route to the promise land...they abused this freedom and became sinful, greedy, lustful,etc. Mose came off the mountain saying to choose sides, those who cannot live by the law will die by the law.
This is a reoccurance, replay (if you will) of Moses's day. We took the freedom and became sinful. I'm not ashamed of being white or native american...I just want to openly say that it was wrong to drive the natives from their homes and slaughtering innocents in the name of progress. For this, I'm truly appologetic. I'm proud of my ancestors who fought and died to bring us the freedom that we share today, but it doesn't cover the sins committed at the beginning.
This is meant to bring into light that nothing is covered in God's eyes...we must acknowledge and confess our wrong-doings.
"Confesson is made unto salvation." I chose this topic as an example because I know how controversial it is. Humans have the tendancy to look the other way when it comes to the negatives and shout from the rooftops our positives.
Luv ya,
Scott
Sorry guys...
it's about today. I can't change what happened yesterday, day before or even 200 years ago. I know it was wrong. I know the guys who came here didn't all come for the right reason. But our history has a way of lumping everyone in a collective petri dish.
We were either scum sucking Europen Anglo's who came here to rape and pillage (in that order) the indiginous population or we were Saints of the sea loaded up on craft's we bought from BOATS R US. We didn't need torches our halo's lit the way.
Somewhere in between those two poles (no pun directed toward those of polish desent) lies the truth.
Everyone in this country has a right bitch and moan about life and unfairness and being the working oppressed middle class. But I have a lot of things to be grateful for.
Good or bad...right or wrong.....just or unjust...this country has been clocking for 200+ years. Now on the clock of civilization that only puts us at about 1 minute past twelve. We're the new comers. But what we are a part of has never been done before. A people created where they wasn't any. We are Americans but that is a term for collective. We are African-Amercians and Hispanic-Americans and Irish-Americans. Heck...I'm Welsh-American. We are not a indiginous people with a same dna. We are made up of "THE WORLD". Bill Murray pretty much summed it up in the movie Stripes. "How many of you saw Ol'Yeller? We, as Americans are the mutts of the world. Everyone has a pedigree except us.
Sometimes we wave our flag too much and sometimes we try and police other countries we really should not be in. We are brash and we are arrogant, hopefully that will change. But i will not be coerced to sit at a table and be embarrassed by my linage and heritage. With all the scabs and warts and zits....we're still a pretty good place to live. Could it be better? Sure. Am I too blame? probably. But it's still America.
My nose may run....
My feet may run...
but the color's never run...
corny ain't it?
mb
I responded yesterday and it's not showing up on here. I'll try to write it again.
First of all, this is not a political debate. Secondly, the point has been missed. I'm not talking about US being guilty of what happened 200 years ago, nor do I condemn the God inspired move to the new promised land. What I am sore about is the raping of innocent women (and children), the burning of homes and sending thousands on a trail of tears to harsh locations and conditions.
I believe God had our move here planned from the beginning, a move that will enable us to freely worship Him. But I refuse to believe that God Ok'd the sinful atrocities to be committed against women and children that he loves as much as the those from the Vineyard. I believe war is essential, but personal greed and lust is not God's nature, but man's.
I agree with you on the point about man using traggedies for person gain. That is clearly shown with the Hurricane Katrina. Many people cashed-in on the available help for the real victims. Heck, we had some people from Steele and Ashville that were busted for recieving thousands of dollars because the made claims of being a victim.
I am drawn to the history areas because of the pain that is still felt among the Natives. I've gone to many PowWows and trail of tears commenorative events. I've learned they are still hurt about the torture and pain caused by greed. They are not sore about progress. Just the crimes committed against them. How can one be proud of the crimes? I'm proud of the progress, but not the crimes.
Again, this blog's main message seems to have been blurred with political or hereditary thoughts. However, the message is about forgiveness and how confession is the first step to accountability. This was the main intent of the blog. We can also learn from history in order to better prepare for the future.
I fully agree! It is wrong to harbor such unforgiveness. But the blog is about the other end of what you said. Those who betrayed you...who never came and "owned-up" to said betrayal. It made you "eat up" from within. My blog is about THAT person. The one who could have saved you 10 years of hurt or grudge. If THAT person would come and confess that they sinned against you, you would probably forgive them on the spot and save yourself 10 years of bruised feelings. My blog begs to question: Are WE ever THAT person? If we are THAT person, we should "own-up" and seek forgiveness from God and man.
I love you and missed you yesterday.
Very true as well. I have about 98% black students and I often tell them that racism is still alive and well because someone refuses to forgive. By exerting this animosity against today's white man, he is keeping racism alive. White man tends to harbor new animosity when black man spreads the old(Observation as well).
I too am very close to women who was "treated wrong" by their fathers and they continue to pick at the scabs too. It affects every area of their lives...starting with...trust! It seems that I am the one who must take the brunt of the offense. I am the one who has to restore her trust because she hasn't fully given it to God and fully forgiven him. It's a hard life for that person in many areas.
All in all...The key word in life is FORGIVENESS...JESUS is forgiveness...his cross is testament to it. We must forgive and seek forgiveness.
If the person your talking about is very close to you...like the person I'm talking about is to me, It might be a good idea to get them together. It might be a very helpful connection.
Scott
I didn't want to go too deep...but I've lost everything due to white-man's racism. I was shot at, hunted (by contract) and terrorized for over a year due to the fact that I was helpig the black race. They killed my dog, set my boat and truck on fire. I had to move around in the night from one Vineyard home to the next. This went on for months. I lost my job...some of the clan members worked there too. I was literally on the run. Why? The only thing I did was minister, help homeless find jobs and places to live. Is that so wrong? Why was I the perpetrator of the white man's race? I eventually lost my wife (whose parents were in the organization as well). I suffered tremendously. I was persecuted for His name's sake. I lived the book of Job.
I have first hand knowledge the pain from racism and being a Christian. I could write for months of my near-death experiences for being a Christian. I don't usually talk about them...even though they are part of my testimony, but it hurts to bring them up.
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